So… How long since the last post I've made…
It’s been about 2 months I think… the last post I did was in October…
and believe me… I have a lot of stories to tell….There’s been a lot of stuff happened in these past two months. From my final year project, finishing my HND in LEGENDA, The Qurban celebration, planning my way after college, searching for the best place to continue my degree, visiting some of the best places in Malaysia and a lot.. lot.. more………
I have so many to tell but I don’t know where to start from….
I gotta say it.. oh, how I missed blogging… even sometimes I thought it was ridiculous at some point.. It was never in my mind to stop blogging.. Every day, it was always a dilemma… but tonight it will be a new start for me… not just for my blog… but for my life as well…
After I’ve finished my study… 2 weeks later… I have been too laid out… LAZY… ate a lot… never exercise like i used to be.. too much video games….
Maybe it was because of the waiting… or maybe it was because I did not felt the same stress like I did before… Of course, there is no assignment to do… No actual bills to be paid.. No one to disturb me… I’ve wasted a lot of time where I should suppose to build on something… I've lied too much saying that I am OK… I am going to do a self study… but I don’t… All I did was just waiting…
Luckily, thank to god.. i lived in an environment that is filled with diamonds. It was Maal hijrah, the day when we are reminded about the hijrah that the prophet Muhammad SAW made. It was these days of celebration that I hear words of wisdom from a lot of people.. comes to my ears.. and pierces to my heart.. at that time i realized i have done something really stupid…
Tomorrow I will have my first job interview… Can’t wait!
now is crucial.. i always move the chess piece.. but it always goes round in endless circle.. Stop for a moment my friend.. be at ease... It is impossible to see the whole picture... Lets put the dream to a better frame.. So I can see the best picture.. This is the change... For a better future..
It is as if I was just babbling… Sorry…
